LOS ANGELES-Kendall Jenner dreams of living on a farm ‘in the middle of nowhere’.
The ‘Keeping Up With the Kardashians’ star has grown up in the spotlight but she admits the pressure of being in the public eye sometimes gets to her and she ‘’freaks out’’ if things aren’t going the way she planned. She said: ‘’I feel like the life I live is extraordinary in a lot of ways but that it also comes with a lot of responsibilities. I’ve had to grow up pretty fast and deal with situations most 22 year olds aren’t really put into. There are days and weeks and months when you just don’t stop. ‘’And you know me and how OCD I can get over the littlest things. If something isn’t going the way I planned, I freak out. Some days I just want to go live on a farm and not talk to anyone and just exist in the middle of nowhere.’’
Kendall still feels ‘’annoyed’’ that she never got a real school prom, and she wishes she could ‘’hang out’’ in public without being bothered by anyone.
Interviewed by her friend Cara Delevingne for the new issue of Harper’s Bazaar magazine, she said: ‘’I had a pretty normal childhood, with a twist, and went to school until the 10th grade. ‘’For 11th and 12th, I did homeschool, but I still saw a lot of my old friends. I didn’t go to prom, though, which was kind of annoying.
‘’I can’t really complain except for now, maybe, I would like to go to Disneyland or a public beach. To go to a beach in peace would be lovely. To be able to hang out and meet new people and not be bothered would be awesome.’’
Despite having over 82 million followers on Instagram, the 22-year-old model is trying to stay away from social media because she thinks there’s a lot of negativity, and never reads any comments on her posts.
She said: ‘’You go online and you see everyone saying the worst things to each other, and it’s hard to stay positive. It’s hard not to get eaten alive by all the negativity….
‘’Lately I’ve just tried to stay off it [social media], and I definitely don’t look at comments.
‘’I think Instagram is still a fun place for the most part. I like going on and seeing what people are up to, but I mostly follow stupid accounts with pictures of puppies and little baby animals and people saving animals. Forget about Twitter, which is so not fun these days. It just makes me sad.’’